Remus Lupin

They keep getting the better of us. We're all going to end up dead before this is over.

I apologise for being so withdrawn the last few weeks. I could make excuses to you all, but right now I don't feel like I owe everyone an answer for my behaviour. I've been moping around and it hasn't done anybody any good at all. Especially myself.

[Order]
I especially don't know what to say to you lot, but I want to help out where I can.


[WPP+L]
You lot have been nearly as quiet as I've been. Everything okay?

[Order]
I don't know what to say to you lot anymore. I'm sorry for what happened to the Prewetts, whether any of you believe that or not is completely up to you, but its the truth.

Now that you all know about me, I should probably mention that as its the full moon tomorrow, I'll be unreachable.

[Private]

I feel like I should say something about the Prewetts. They thought I tried to kill Lily, James, and Harry. They accused me of killing Fenwick and Bones and now they've been killed. How the hell did this happen? Who is going to step up and blame me for that one? Still, I should say something. Or I could go back into hiding and wait for the inevitable to happen. What the hell kind of person am I? I should never have told them what I was. Its a disaster.

[Order]

I'm a werewolf. I was bitten when I was five and have transformed every month since then. That's where I was Thursday night. That's why I couldn't be there to help the Potters. They've known for ages, Dumbledore has known even longer, and I didn't want to tell any of you, but apparently it was either explain this to you lot or face the accusations flying around with lame, transparent excuses. I had nothing to do with the attack Thursday night. I wasn't there in any shape or form. Of course, I have no one to back that up, do I? This was the last thing I wanted to happen and this was absolutely the last thing I wanted you lot to know about me, but there it is.

[Order]

Everyone's been rather quiet since the other night, is everyone okay? Does anybody know anything about what happened?



[Private]
Peter killed a werewolf. I don't know why that bothers me as much as it does. They're a bad lot, obviously. I mean, they were attacking Lily and James. But at the same time, I know what it's like to go into that frenzy during the full moon. There's nothing to stop it. Did they throw their lot in with the Death Eaters or were they just used for their condition? I don't know and I'm probably thinking too much about it. It was probably those monsters that keep to Greyback. If Peter was going to kill someone, it would have been nice if it had been him.

I'm trying not to let it eat at me. What does eat at me, however, is the fact that all werewolves look the same to him. That's rather disconcerting when you think about it. He says all of them but me. What's the difference?

[WPP]

What the fuck happened last night?

Thank you Frank for the food. Your mother's attempt at making you eat half the country's food supply had benefited me and helped me not waste away into nothingness. Also to whomever sent me the tea, that was quite nice as well too. It was the good stuff; I haven't had it in ages.

[WPP Only]
No Full Moon tonight for you lot, mates. I'll just flat out say it this time. Trust me, it'll be safer for you just stay at home.

Today was bollocks. I was out of tea and coffee and can't bloody afford to buy more and from there nothing went right. It doesn't help matters that one of my supposed mates is miffed at me over something stupid.

It's been a long week.

[Private]
I think I'm in a bit of trouble with the mates, but I don't think they'd understand if I explained myself. They rarely do.